The way to servanthood is at its highest is the way down. Pst. Kong shared a strong message which I personally found it hard to take. I felt really serviced on the inside. Major overhaul of myself getting rid of the worn out, bad stuff that affects my performance in my service to God. Gosh! I now describe myself like a car. My pride stripped apart from my heart, the love of God was overwhelming that melts my heart from its cold harden state.

I admit my life needs a long process of change. On being a leader which seems to be an uphill task. But I sense in my heart that it takes the heart to decide on being one. For the past 6 years being in City Harvest, God has brought me to higher places, higher calling for my life. My mindset is renewed time and again, always reminded of the one thing I'm in church for a cause. Not just being saved but fulfulling a commandment to make disciples.

The week before last week was a kick-ass service, last weekend was a hard kick in the butt! I'll never forget that service when I stood up before God to tell Him He can use me as and when He wants to. I've decided on a choice to be willing to fulfill God's true calling on my life.

"Lord I pray for strength and wisdom to last through a life time glorifying Your name. Whether is it at work, in school or in church, I want that life where I have the ability to influence. I was passive but now I want to be proactive for my life. But this life, I can never live out through my own strength BUT Christ who strengthens me. I don't believe in just a cross, I believe in a living God in whom I am well please to serve." -Chris

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