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Chris Melvin Haryanto aka Chrissy Age: 22 DOB: 25/04/85 + WishList + - Crumpler bag (22 litres) - iPod classic 160GB - holiday trip to anywhere with dear - Takamini guitar - Laptop/MacBook Pro ![]() ![]() |
Wake up call
Friday, February 29, 2008 @12:50 AM
I've been struggling with myself ever since school started. Life had been quite stagnant for me and frustration grows as days go by. I've sent out 40 resumes since the beginning of the year only to have 3 job interviews. In the meantime, feeling apprehensive of getting a full time job. Studies wise, been lacking of drive to study hard. Negative thoughts loomed in my mind, like giving up on certain things including studies so that I could just work and support myself. Today I met up with dear and we're suppose to have a night out in town. But didn't in the end because Shireen was on standby, she might be called back to office, her job got into some trouble and needs to be rectified in order to get work done as scheduled. We watched TV together. The last hour before I went home, we went downstairs and we had a good talk. I poured out my concerns over my future to her. She started nagging at me. But her nagging was anointed, with substance! What she said made me reflect my state of myself. Its like she showing a mirror of myself of what is inside of me. Her words are like a two-edged sword. I felt something break as she cut through my spirit. There was pride and ego shattered, crumbling away of the surface of my spirit, exposing my weakness. With that she instilled a new belief in me to get started on my conquest for victory! I really thank God for bringing Shireen into my life. I can see how much of a woman she can be.. The woman behind a successful man. I'm not gonna let her slip through my fingers. *Thank You God* |
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Contacts Shireen Ho a.k.a GIRLFRIEND Angela Kwa Elene Ho Ian Lim Michelle Chua Ronnie Low Shyanne Toh Sister Sisca Waiyin ![]() credits layout: (supervillain) codings: inksplash, eclair-x,lyricaltragedy. inspirations: minty-peach community icon: boundary @ lj. |
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