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Chris Melvin Haryanto aka Chrissy Age: 22 DOB: 25/04/85 + WishList + - Crumpler bag (22 litres) - iPod classic 160GB - holiday trip to anywhere with dear - Takamini guitar - Laptop/MacBook Pro  
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Singing out
Tuesday, October 30, 2007 @6:57 AM
You Are My Strength Reuben Morgan Verse 1: You are my strength, strength like no other Strength like no other reaches to me You are my hope, hope like no other Hope like no other reaches to me Chorus: In the fullness of your grace In the power of Your Name You lift me up You lift me up Verse 2: Unfailing love, stronger than mountains Deeper than oceans reaches to me Bridge: Your Love oh Lord Reaches to the hea - vens Your Faithfulness Reaches to the skies Prayer
Sunday, October 28, 2007 @11:58 PM
"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God" Philippians 4:6 Prayer is our gateway to receiving our miracles & our needs. Inspired by Yoido Full Gospel Church! saw their documentary video on wad e church lays its foundation on. Growth was tremendous even though e church run in a traditional manner! all bcuz e pple were hungry to pray! I really believe tt prayer is e only way out when we feel we're cornered by circumstances. all we need is faith, trusting God tt He wld make a way for us! Step into e realm of e unknown! When u feel fear grips u when coming into sight with situations, tts where ur opportunity lies to step into e unknown. SVC 1 was good. Prayer meeting was awesome! If I can SEE IT, I can HAVE IT! Had a great time with Dear.. ate prata for lunch together, went for prayer meeting together, sat together during prayer meeting, ate laksa dinner together, laughed together, play together.. every sunday night, when its 10pm, we'd feel this sinking feeling of parting ways to go back home knowing going through another week w/o seeing each other until e next weekend. BUT God is gonna handle it! He brought us together, surely He'd bless it! A Week of Miracles
Saturday, October 27, 2007 @2:19 AM
Life now is so much different compared to mnths ago when i was still in army. Back then during weekdays wld wake up in e mornings to fall in for 1st parade @ 745am. At 1130pm, we wld hv lunch at e cookhouse then go up to bunk n nap! Now, there is no time for this. Everyday is always a new day with new challenges in work. New boundaries in life to conquer. Life full of change. Getting use to it. Every friday evening i wld crash on my bed & KO for e nite. Looking forward to e end of e yr when my contract at Cold Storage will end. then i'm off for my hols b4 3 yrs of tough life. By then i wld be juggling 4 major things in my life:- 1. Work 2. Studies 3. Ministry 4. Relationship i do not know how things will turn out, but i believe God is there to give me strength & wisdom to manage these things better. Just when i thought time passes slowly. I think Time has juz caught up with me. Last Sunday, went to e zoo to racky e place for YA GT zone outing coming Nov 4. Along with Victor, Shixiong, Kevin, Xiaoyun, Liping & dearest! we really let our hair down, enjoyed fellowship especially. Mind renewed. Victor & Shixiong were quite lame & entertaining. here are e pictures!  Girlfriend & me at the Singapore Zoo  Keep your eyes to yourself cheeky kangoo!  Seen here with leaders. Revelation! haha!  Mr. Goat  Zoo receives approval for YA Zone Outing!
Lord of Lords
Saturday, October 20, 2007 @1:09 AM
My life isn't wad it is now w/o You. Even when life juz got better, still life was made & shaped by You. Life is enjoyable bcuz of You, life has meaning bcuz of You. Forever You will reign in my heart. Love unfailing.. What more can a creation ask for from his creator? We don't deserve a love like tt but God, Lord of Lords, says WE DO. Its too late, e sacrifice has been made. Love is proven. His Son on the cross for all the world's sins and affirmities. Past, present and future. Divine & Gracious
Friday, October 19, 2007 @12:44 AM
Tuesday 16/10/07 this week had been one of e busiest i've been in. Tuesday dad flew back to indo & Shireen came. Was talking to her in office & played dare with her. Asked her if she wanted to come, that way can compensate foregoing her dad's b'day dinner. She said ok. Rushed down by cab all e way frm her hse in e midst of tending to her CG member's needs. Whats more to see frm her? that day we decided to make our relationship official. =) Gabriel's sms had quite an impact on it by wishing me a blessed day. Indeed.. Wednesday 17/10/07 Shireen came over to my workplace to hv lunch with me. Took leave to see arrangements for her dad's dinner. On tt pt of time, i was still waiting to receive news abt e venue where HCGL class wld be held at. News came in & i was feeling God's divinity upon my situation! Its postponed to next week! that means i can attend Shireen's dad b'day dinner! We went to cafe cartel to celebrate e occasion. Uncle Ho was a happy man. Soon will upload pictures as soon as i have them. Lately I realise I haven't been sharing my bible revelations for a long time.. better get back to reading e bible with an open heart. Father in Heaven, words cannot describe how grateful You made things revolve ard my desires. You've been faithful indeed! You've turned my mourning into dancing. I've made that decision to place You 1st above all else, my reward was seeing Your hand move over my life. Your Love is evident to me now in my life. All i can say is Thank You. =) Today marks our day
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 @9:16 PM
 From friends to lovers on 16th October 2007 I still remember at e beginning of this yr i had a feeling i wld find someone. It happened! =) Everything seems right. Surely way better than e past cuz in this relationship, God is always at e centre of it. She is next to Jesus. A heart tt always hv compassion for people. I like pple who loves pple. =)
Heartbreaker
its heartbreaking for me to disappoint someone who always have looked up to u & feel emotionally attached to u. its draining when Sinda recommend strongly not to miss HCGL class for Shireen's dad b'day dinner. both r important but which one wld take up priority? decided. i felt hurt to hv turn down e invitation. felt emotionally tired so decided on going home to do QT, foregoing a chance to meet Shireen. tt was heartbreaking to her. BUT glad its resolved on e same nite. =) so many things on my mind now abt CG. m i doing things rite? it seems we're doing well with plans at hand this week to do visitation. =) all i can do now is to pray n seek God's guidance. This CG won't work w/o God's divine guidance & anointing on it. Draw me near to Your Throne as I lay at Your feet worshipping and enjoying Your presence. I'm Your servant yet You want to acknowledge me as friend. How privilege it is to serve e King of all Kings! Happy
Monday, October 15, 2007 @12:29 AM
H-A-P-P-Y! glad e weekends r here but gone as i write this entry. had dinner at manhattan fish market restaurant! so far e best meal i ever had! not only tt, e dinner table has grown bigger by a person. hehe.. all of us enjoyed e chats & jokes we shared. totally a different atmosphere with e additional 'her' around. Sat service was an experience to behold. As Pst Kong shared his message, a sermon i've heard b4 but received it in a different perspective. throughout tt time i was gripped with fear as he preached abt reality being an issue limiting us. being a CGL in time to come, gripped by e fact i was really going to lose myself. A period of more pruning, letting go of some more unwanted stuff in my life. it'll be hard pressing on all sides & aspects. breaking limits means breaking boundaries. i know i'm gonna walk on water. as i decide to let go of everything & let God handle them, e fear subsides... its no longer I but Christ tt lives in me! i surrendered.. Lord i offer myself on e altar as a living sacrifice. Rid me of myself. a decision tt i've made up to walk through it. no turning back.. no turning back..
Mummy & Sisca
Seafood Platter for 2!
Shireen's passenger view of her driver Burned
Saturday, October 13, 2007 @1:07 AM
I thank God for His strength that brought me through each day. Nv once had a black face despite being physically tired. Monday went out with Sisca to shop for Kevin's belated present. We talked & discussed abt spiritual affairs. Hard nut. Shireen got upset at work, went over to her place to comfort her. only to get 'bullied' by her family. i didn't do much but she said my presence there really put a smile back to her face. Tuesday was my 1st leaders meeting. an eye opener as Pst Derek shared e core concerns of e church. Plans changed and a time of real worship among saint whose hearts chose to rise up being leaders. its a totally different atmosphere! Pst Derek blew through e microphone. everyone fell under e power of God! Wed onwards was a trying period. emotionally, physically, mentally drained. hv to hold back my emotions, run errands and make time to be with e family & members in CG. Its been fruitful all week! Pst Kong says a tired person is one who changes e world. =) Weekends r finally here! get to wake up later than 8am! I've experienced true Sabbath!
Learning
Sunday, October 7, 2007 @9:07 AM
Service on sat was gd. crowds turn up, e perfect atmosphere to share the church vision! Pst Kong shared abt how we have to step up another level in our mentality. Living out one is surely difficult. I teared upon hearing Pst. Kong's declaration, "All for His Kingdom!" We herald e pple with praise who take up studies, hold jobs and even a CG leader themselves. they wld always look cheerful & smile on stage. after going through a piece of wad they r experiencing, i can understand why even though they r stretched, they wld still smile cuz there is a fulfillment in their lives they made their life count for God as well as for themselves. I'm gonna live a life similar to them as well starting January. Surely no time for nonsense, time has to be streamline to focus on important things. I'd be studying part time in PSB, gonna work full time, hopefully in an engineering company, which allows me to work frm 8am to 5pm, training to be a CGL and likely a relationship in e future? Life is gonna be so fast paced, i hv to be careful with my own spiritual life. Thank God i hv friends whom i know wld cheer me on to run this phase of life. though tired, i'd still come out victoriously growing alot stronger in character and in spirit! I'm excited! =) i've now come to realise there is still so much i've yet to know abt u. i'm sorry if e things i've shared alot tts abt my past made u upset. there is still much to learn for me n i hope u wld give me chances to improve. i'm imperfect & i hope u wld be gracious towards me as i learn to be a better man. wad i can promise & assure u is tt i wld put in my very best effort to make u e happiest girl. God's eyes
Thursday, October 4, 2007 @1:01 AM
world is in chaos. fights, politics, scandals r everywhere. most of e time we seem to be consume by our problems n situations we face. gabriel shared tt when we see in God's perspective, e problem becomes small n when we look back, we see ourselves being foolish. similar to e analogy of being in a plane. When we're in e land of Singapore, it seems big, when u're up there in e sky, singapore is so small. same with our circumstances! i'm thankful for God & proud of myself taking e path i'm now in. if u ask me wad hv i accomplish so far in life. i wld hv to say i hv accomplish ridding myself time after time n making it making it through to where i m now. when we look forward, its always a sight of uncertainty. when we look back on how far u've gone, u'd be amazed! i'm hving a ball of a time trusting God. coupled with frustration, tears & joy, i hv nv regretted giving most of myself to Him. i repent i do complain but overall, life is an adventure for me. i've experience grace. made a right decision to confront it or i wld hv missed e train for good. its all my 1st time & i've done well to handle it so far. she is happy again as a result... even happier? i'm happy. =) Moment of Folly
Monday, October 1, 2007 @8:16 PM
 Lazy yet cute as always..  a cross tt covered my leaking blood  Hello! made this in mac while waiting for Shireen to finish her meal e comp is running again! i do not know wad happen to it but i guess it got spyware flu. can't connnect to e internet n it changed colour! e taskbar only. kept myself busy e whole of last week. sold my louya N80 n decided to get e k810i by signing an early extention to my mobile subscription. felt so handicap la. things snowballed to wed, thurs n fri. got tired eventually n gave in to my body's screams of exhaustion. took MC on fri n sat i didn't go help out in Children's church. i could hv but decided to rest n nurse a headache. on saturday i went for e HCGL class interview. it shooked me! really left e presence of Jimmy & Marie thinking abt my spiritual life. "its not enuf to pray just 30 mins everyday" tt phrase burned into my heart until now. its so true being a leader isn't easy. u rise easily, u fall easily. e path is so narrow there is not even a day u'd survive seating on e fence as time pass. i hv to start disicplining myself to pray an hr everyday. though i may not hv e luxury of having my own room, i gotta make it happen! my finance? suffered a leaking pocket everyday. spending money till it got so out of control. i hv to start planning n counting e cost. on sun i went for blood donation with Shireen & Yongkang. e worst happened. Jo saw Shireen & myself together. raising her eye brows momentarily n e look on her face tells me she believes in wad she is seeing. so far a handful of pple saw me. leaders in e zone, friends, cg members.. quite an introduction for e past 6 weeks. fun times.. =p |
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Contacts Shireen Ho a.k.a GIRLFRIEND Angela Kwa Elene Ho Ian Lim Michelle Chua Ronnie Low Shyanne Toh Sister Sisca Waiyin 
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