"No eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined what God has prepared for those who love Him" 1 Corinthians 2:9 (NLT)

as i read 1 Corinthians, this verse jumped on me. Holy Spirit prompted me, "how real is this verse to you?" I understand what He meant.

So many times we always asked ourselves why we're in this 'mess'. God has a plan for everything even in our circumstances. if everything was to go in our way, isn't tt deviating frm God's plans? ah! when things get too comfortable. Beware!

i'm feeling abit upbeat waiting on for a direction where shld i go from here. should i go to australia next feb? should i take a course here and juggle work at e same time or should i work 1st then study in a yr or 2? all i know is tt i can't run away frm e fact tt i have to be a CGL.

i did my QT juz now. b4 i went off, i had this thought God might hold back. Until Shireen said this:"nah dont feel guilty!!! =) go talk to ya father.. he wanna talks to you LOL!" apart frm e 'LOL', wad she said has an important point. i always keep putting myself down thinking, 'oh God won't be happy with me, my QT isn't consistent' Fact is God is more than happy e moment our heart is set to Him. if He can welcome a backslider with open arms so many times, how much more wld He do e same with a believer who hasn't given up on Him?! WOW!

I spent an hr in my room. 40 mins praying & worshipping, 20 mins reading 1 Corinthians. 5 mins, 10 mins through with e guitar, nothing happens. then He came into e room & warmed my heart with His Love. He put up a flash presentation in front of my eyes, photos of times when i was still in my mum's womb, to a baby, to a white kid, to a teenager, to now. God put up with my nonsense, brought me through my pain and my joy. imagine army! lots of encounters! so many divine appoinments! exclaimation marks everywhere! =P

it was a time of thanksgiving, a time i found rest, tea time with God.

The Stand by Joel Houston

Intro:

Verse 1:

You stood before creation

eternity in Your hand

You spoke the earth into motion

My soul now to stand

Verse 2:

You stood before my failure

And carried the cross for my shame

My sin weighed upon Your shoulders

My soul now to stand

PreChorus:

So what can I say

And what could I do

But offer this heart O God

Completely to You

Verse 3:

So I'll walk upon salvation

Your Spirit alive in me

This life to declare Your promise

My soul now to stand

Chorus:

So I'll stand

With arms high and heart abandoned

In awe of the One who gave it all

I'll stand

My soul Lord to You surrendered

All I am is Yours

Coda:

So what can I say

And what could I do

But offer this heart O God

Completely to You

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