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Chris Melvin Haryanto aka Chrissy Age: 22 DOB: 25/04/85 + WishList + - Crumpler bag (22 litres) - iPod classic 160GB - holiday trip to anywhere with dear - Takamini guitar - Laptop/MacBook Pro  
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New Blogskin
Saturday, September 29, 2007 @11:49 AM
Out with the old, in with the NEW! And I didn't do the whole thing at all. Someone did... someone with amazing talent for html. Addicted to it too.. tsk tsk tsk.. =p Monday, September 24, 2007 @11:28 PM
Hosanna by Hillsong I see the King of Glory coming on the clouds with fire the whole earth shakes the whole earth shakes, yea... I see His love and mercy washing over all our sin the people sing the people sing Chorus: Hosanna... Hosanna... Hosanna in the highest Hosanna...Hosanna... Hosanna in the highest I see a generation rising up to take their place with selfless faith with selfless faith I see a near revival stirring as we pray and seek we're on our knees we're on our knees Bridge: heal my heart and make it clean open up my eyes to the things unseen show me how to love like You have loved me break my heart for what breaks Yours everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause as I walk from earth into eternity Fletcher: The Charming Hamster
Sunday, September 23, 2007 @6:52 PM
Fletcher posing for a CK ad
Lazy Fletcher
Hungry Fletcher i sent Shireen off last friday b4 she went to Genting. got frm her 2 sandwhich which looked like sushi rolls! looks nice, taste nice. Fletcher was well received into e family. suprising actually cuz we haven't got a pet since we moved into Serangoon North. tt was 7 yrs ago! Kevin especially was charmed by his cuteness. He read up on internet abt hamsters on e net straight away! lol! told his gf abt it too, and she made plans to come down n see. Fletcher is such a charmer. me? he tried to bite me whenever i hold him in my hands. tsk tsk tsk.. We even bought him an exercise ball to run ard e house and a new bottle to ensure his needs are better met. =D Saturday Pst Kong, was preaching abt giving but in a more dynamic way which also applies to our lives. Step out into e realm of fear, stay in the Land of Promise. Everytime we build a church, we build an alter unto God so tt through e church, God can touch e world. Blessings, promises, visions are channeled down to us through e church. Fletcher is walking ard e house now.. Feeling e strain..
Thursday, September 20, 2007 @10:52 PM
I'm feeling it already.. e strain.. yet i know i must go on. physically demanding.. probably with all e late nite sleeps i end up during e early week. tired. BUT i'm enjoying it anyways! Fletcher is staying over for 3 days. kinda excited abt it! lol! as much as i want him to myself, i can't, 'big boss' dun allow. my mum sms-ed me during work telling me she bought dinner home for me. i replied "Yes boss!". She replied, "Must say bog boss ok. Pls dun forget e word 'big'. its impressive.." probably my sister helped to reply, who knows? lol!
Fletcher 'Yes' in tears
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 @12:11 AM
 Lanterns along Sago Temple  Darker Version -.-"  The famous street Hawker  My boring office  What's this?! Whoose feet?! went for dinner with Shireen. spelt S-H-I-R-E-E-N! long huh.. lol! we met up to see e lanterns on display. e place was like china town. =p we ate char-kway-teow for dinner. mine was indonesian style while hers was singaporean. no diff except for e colour. -.-" we went ard till time past so fast. i finally know where Maxwell Market is! didn't know there was this modern buddhist temple somewhere near Sago Rd. but e main highlight was in Bukit Panjang. i'll nv forget tt staircase landing between e 3rd & 4th floor in a residential block at Bangkit Rd. i was totally quiet over e phone with Sinda as he spoke his piece. he laid out everything infront of e table. all summed up to this qn:"Do you REALLY want to be a leader?" "Need some time to think abt it?", he asked. With tears streaming down my face, i said "No need, i want to be a leader!". Its time i change my mentality. e current one will not do! i'm prepared to face e worst possible outcome. my family wld be displeased, losing friends, all in e name of Christ. Life is going to be tough. But i've seen pple coming out of it victoriously. so what if i'm working? so what if i'm gonna juggle studies with work? so what if i have to commit to leader's class? i dun believe i'd be destroyed. if God can lead me to this, He will bring me through it. Its a matter of whether YOU and I are willing to take His hand!! "i've never experience a peace so real in my heart until 2day... e day e batton was passed" True Humility
Saturday, September 15, 2007 @11:55 PM
an achievement today: clear up my stuff frm camp. tidy up my table. *twis*
gave bs to Ronnie Low. his 2nd last lesson on Getting Started, wanted to give him e last one but it was juz too long. didn't want to go through with him juz like tt, need time to explain things to him so tt he can better understand where he stands in God when it comes to God's plan for prosperity. after service was e highlight! went for AFV bible study class. it was enriching! left e class wow-ed! i now truly know wad it means when pple say "you take one step to God, God will take a million steps towards you." Let me tell you readers why. There is a heavenly hirachy. They r catagorised in this manner:
God is at the throne level along with Jesus. understand this tt Jesus was crown in glory and honour. had stature in e heavens. have angels worship Him. when God called for Him to be a sacrifice for all mankind to redeem us (e pewnee pple) frm their sin. He didn't hesitated. This is wad Jesus did:
Jesus chose to strip all honour and glory, all for a greater purpose. something He can choose not to do yet He did it 2000 yrs ago. If u think ur sins r too great, look at e hirachy again.. If u think u dun deserve His sacrifice, too late. If u think there is no God. u're a fool. If u think n doubt God loves u, think again. (look at my hirachy chart again) 'Speechless on e magnitude of how much You love me and others around me especially those who despise You. I stand in awe wondering why i deserve a love tts unconditional. Jesus died b4 i was even born!'
nv felt so free and loved.. =) I don't care!
"I don't care, God will make a way!" tts denying urself. tts trusting God. tts having faith in Him. i juz started work not long ago. pretty tough on e 1st day. was clueless e whole day on wad i'm doing. towards e end, i slowly understand. kinda regret signing for this job. all i do is sit in front of e comp and work. to chat with others is like mere impossible! not fun.. after work wld be tons of things to settle regarding CG. always find myself monotonous whenever i start toking after work. tired? dead? i dunno. i feel dead in e inside.. bad.. 2 more weeks b4 dad comes back and i have to decide whether i want to go overseas to study. life here is hectic especially now Sinda is pushing me to be trained as a CGL. its really a big step off my comfort zone. loose myself, park tt introvert me aside while i engage boldly in e things of God.
"Is my soul well rested? i feel i haven't landed properly in e arms of my Father."
1 Corinthians 2:9
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 @5:00 PM
"No eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined what God has prepared for those who love Him" 1 Corinthians 2:9 (NLT) as i read 1 Corinthians, this verse jumped on me. Holy Spirit prompted me, "how real is this verse to you?" I understand what He meant. So many times we always asked ourselves why we're in this 'mess'. God has a plan for everything even in our circumstances. if everything was to go in our way, isn't tt deviating frm God's plans? ah! when things get too comfortable. Beware! i'm feeling abit upbeat waiting on for a direction where shld i go from here. should i go to australia next feb? should i take a course here and juggle work at e same time or should i work 1st then study in a yr or 2? all i know is tt i can't run away frm e fact tt i have to be a CGL. i did my QT juz now. b4 i went off, i had this thought God might hold back. Until Shireen said this:"nah dont feel guilty!!! =) go talk to ya father.. he wanna talks to you LOL!" apart frm e 'LOL', wad she said has an important point. i always keep putting myself down thinking, 'oh God won't be happy with me, my QT isn't consistent' Fact is God is more than happy e moment our heart is set to Him. if He can welcome a backslider with open arms so many times, how much more wld He do e same with a believer who hasn't given up on Him?! WOW! I spent an hr in my room. 40 mins praying & worshipping, 20 mins reading 1 Corinthians. 5 mins, 10 mins through with e guitar, nothing happens. then He came into e room & warmed my heart with His Love. He put up a flash presentation in front of my eyes, photos of times when i was still in my mum's womb, to a baby, to a white kid, to a teenager, to now. God put up with my nonsense, brought me through my pain and my joy. imagine army! lots of encounters! so many divine appoinments! exclaimation marks everywhere! =P it was a time of thanksgiving, a time i found rest, tea time with God. The Stand by Joel Houston Intro: Verse 1: You stood before creation eternity in Your hand You spoke the earth into motion My soul now to stand Verse 2: You stood before my failure And carried the cross for my shame My sin weighed upon Your shoulders My soul now to stand PreChorus: So what can I say And what could I do But offer this heart O God Completely to You Verse 3: So I'll walk upon salvation Your Spirit alive in me This life to declare Your promise My soul now to stand Chorus: So I'll stand With arms high and heart abandoned In awe of the One who gave it all I'll stand My soul Lord to You surrendered All I am is Yours Coda: So what can I say And what could I do But offer this heart O God Completely to You ORD LO!
the road was long and hard till e very end. seriously.. so hard to ORD when u dun pass ur IPPT? not tt i'm weak or wad. its pull ups tts e problem. anyway, this morning i send Sisca to skool, then went somewhere to sleep for 45 mins b4 going off to camp. it feels great to have e same freedom i had b4 i went into army. Blue IC.. bagged with emotions. e 1st day in army, difficulties i went through, and of course e friends i made in army. its a new lease of life ever since i got out of tt shell. ytd i met up with fellow helpers in CG. discuss abt e badminton event we're gonna have this fri. after tt i drove to tampines with Ian to recce e place. spent quality time listening out his soft cries frm his heart. memories juz hit him upon arriving in tampines. something i'm suprise to be honest. Put to action!
Monday, September 10, 2007 @1:33 AM
Sunday morning! i got up n woke e whole family up to get ready for service. I'm so sure they r blessed by it. service was better today. i felt ytd Nick was holding back quite a bit due to time constraint? i believe Pst Tan handed him sun's svc to share n preach. he was on fire. in touch with e congregation. he is e miracle! all of us r e miracle! after tt i went for BS lesson 1. e shortest lesson i ever had. only 30 mins! went for a 2 min jog with Shireen. interrupted by a call frm Sisca. e ring tone rang through e forest la! before we knew it, it was dark. so we ate prata, walked ard Thompson Plaza doing window shopping in a super market. i can't believe i had so much fun 2day! lol! when is it gonna be e time? bidding my time. soon.. very soon.. More than a conqueror!
Sunday, September 9, 2007 @1:51 AM
Meet Nick Vujicic! he is a living testimony for all to see that God is made strong through our weaknesses! More than just inspired.. Learn to operate faith.. Seeing things in the perspective of God.. "count it all joy when you fall into various trials, Knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, That you may be perfect and complete, Lacking nothing!" James 1:2-4 There's no joy in my circumstances, but there's joy in the purpose of my circumstances! :) Small eyes and little fletcher are sleeping soundly.. :D Results = Effort applied x Distance gone
Thursday, September 6, 2007 @9:54 PM
nice food?
who is this? TIRED AH...!!! juz came back frm Johor. went there with Shireen & her 'siblings'. she calls them 'da ge' & 'da sao'. kind of fun but towards e end i was so tired i hardly toked! my world was spinning i could hardly think straight too. i bought a pair of cargos & a white autobot t-shirt to go along with it. oh, i also bought a bluetooth adaptor for the comp! i also got a Spongebob Squarepants Passport sleeve frm Shireen. I feel so not a man la! they paid taxi fare, food & more food. Blessings? I ACCEPT! but not frm a woman la. *men's ego* i think e highlight 2day was after e trip. i had to fight to stay awake. Shake off e tiredness to stay focus abt e attendance. as of now, Raymond is coming for tmr's zone meeting! after so long, a day b4 i ORD officially, he said yes. i was encouraged how Shireen pressed Ronnie (a.k.a da ge) to come for make up CG. tt opened my eyes & press on to attaining this result. last week, one of e SOT graduate took centre stage & shared a Word.
tts e equation tt WOWED me. its so true! Life revolves ard tt equation when it comes to challenges! I'm pleased with myself. *pats own back* =) 4 more days to ORD!
Monday, September 3, 2007 @10:13 AM
Terence, my dear friend, left for New Jersey to study Accountancy. Anyway, lots of his friends rally to send him off at e airport! imagine 3 grps, not 3 friends, and e grp consist of 10+ pple. i'm wondering how he left behind a legacy in Singapore.
I was nodding away in service on saturday. my bad. was tired out esp when i'm running on a few hrs of sleep. e spirit is alive but e flesh is so weak. e moment i close my eyes to worship God. i'd almost collapse into eternity of sleep! but still i got e msg. WALK THE NARROW WAY! though i may have fallen off course so many times. BUT GOD's hand always extends out to help us back on our feet. Sunday was a day contradiction was e most profound in my life! e day b4 mum wasn't keen on going to COMEX. we persuaded her to buy a wireless router & adaptors by telling her hos neat e house wld be and how is it gonna affect future tenants. in e end, she went. BUT ON THAT DAY, we spent 5 hrs looking ard e place! not bcuz it was jam packed, but we went ard finding a laptop & a digital camara for her! everyone in e family was shopping except me, despite being e 1st member in e family to know. but still i got 2 free tickets to watch a movie in Cathay. =) I Need You
Saturday, September 1, 2007 @12:15 AM
I Need You by David Yem CAME HERE IN SILENCE BOWING IN REVERENCE WHISPERS OF LOVE NOTHING ELSE MATTERS TO BE IN YOUR PRESENCE JUST WORLD'S APART I STAND IN AWE IN WONDER OF YOU YOUR MAJESTY ANCIENT AND GLORIOUS THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD AND YOU LIVE IN ME YOU CAPTURED MY HEART YOU SET ME APART Chorus: I NEED YOU , I NEED YOU IN ME COME AND BREATHE UPON ME SPIRIT HOLD ME CLOSE WITHIN Bridge: I'LL WAIT ON YOU AS YOU PASS ON THROUGH I'LL WAIT ON YOU FOR YOUR TOUCH ANEW Encouraged! Father i thank you for giving me persistence to have a desire to seek after revelations. Seek after excellence and a heart looking to share to Your people a Word that comes only from You. I thank you for leaders who inspired me through my time in church. People who believe in me. Friends who thinks highly of me when i don't. Close friends who saw my potential when i doubt. Most of all a God who sticks with me though in my heart is in doubt.
Teach me, mould me, use me. Break me if you have to. I'm yours for the making: a history maker. |
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Contacts Shireen Ho a.k.a GIRLFRIEND Angela Kwa Elene Ho Ian Lim Michelle Chua Ronnie Low Shyanne Toh Sister Sisca Waiyin 
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