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Chris Melvin Haryanto aka Chrissy Age: 22 DOB: 25/04/85 + WishList + - Crumpler bag (22 litres) - iPod classic 160GB - holiday trip to anywhere with dear - Takamini guitar - Laptop/MacBook Pro |
My Last Day
Friday, August 31, 2007 @2:07 PM
Last nite i booked into camp to stay for e last nite. as i walked up the hill (thought: my last walk up the hill), i bashed through spider webs. man! i felt like a destroyer. hehe.. DIE SPIDERS, DIE! as soon as i reached, i changed then went down to eat. oh! also prayed for shireen for her troubling stomach. i think bread is e cure. lol.. spent half a day in camp today. everyone woke up late. e whole battalion is in PLC preparing for army open house. cool man.. no wonder e bunk looks like its been hit by a tornado. hope CSM dun see this. lol! as e day draws to a close, as i walked out of e medical centre, i bumped into my senior medic. He said i shldn't have come down. "i didn't know" i said. "you could have asked", he replied. wah lau.. if i know i need not come, probably could have been working earning money now! NNNOOO.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tt pretty much sums up my last book in. ;-) Next week its collect-IC time.. Hooray! What is my perspective of life?
Thursday, August 30, 2007 @3:55 PM
When i say life, i mean e contents of it. The past, present and future. How u see challenges, future challenges and past failures. are we optimistic, or pessimistic. i dunno why but i always receive insights abt life when i watch movies. i just watched Music & Lyrics, courtesy of an "orange external hard disk" =) its abt a guy who use to be in a famous band. their careers took a nose dive when one of e members left to make a solo album. slowly e band's reputation dies off, actually leaving a remnant of fans. then he met a girl who seems to be born with a gift to write songs once inspiration hits her. soon they both worked together and they both mould careers in e music industry frm there. thing is, during their work, flaws start to surface. he still lives with old values, pessimistic thinking, falling on their beliefs, and mediocrity. e girl shows him e way, stood by him and eventually became his girl. sweet.. =) feel like a girl oooh-ing, awww-ing at all e sweet things e girl did for e guy. *embarrass* Happy Birthday Sisca!
Its Sisca's Birthday! Her 15th Birthday. e baby girl in e family is all grown up.my plans was kind of last min after knowing there is CGM held in my house then knowing Sisca is going for tuition so can't bring her out. Decided on buying sushi for her. in e end i ate most of them. lol.. 2day i went to AMK Hub. not knowing suprise will hit me hard. i only planned to get a music headset for my phone frm Nokia. to my suprise, the Nokia shop is selling it for $58! $10 more than e one at Wheelock! i went for lunch while Kevin check up e price for e headset in City area. $48 also. then i thought abt NTUC at e basement. heard they sell electronic stuff. not only did i buy my music headset, i got my 30GB iPod video too! i chance upon a display, i saw them in e glassdisplay box. Father God couldn't have made this alot happier today... actually He can. 'Suprise me God' 'Pek Chek'
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 @12:32 AM
Went ard Orchard to look for 30GB iPod video. everything was in place, e money & e discount card but no stock. "sorry, they stop production for it". my heart sank.. nvm.. a new model will be out soon. will wait for it. Patience is a virtue. *meditating* i feel guilty bringing Shireen with me all over Orchard, gd thing she likes to walk. Phew! i juz got an sms frm Sinda tt he enrolled me into CGL class. mix feelings.. i think i'm distracted, its affecting me. on e way home frm town, juz cannot get it off my mind, reluctant to go home. smiles whenever i have nice recent memories of those days but feel pain & helpless abt it. emotions screaming wanting to do more but knowing tt by doing so wld mess things up. i'm still e same as b4, am i? ever impulsive.. "my eyes have to be on my Creator. Seek His Kingdom first and all things will follow after." A good jog will keep the headaches away
Monday, August 27, 2007 @10:21 PM
tested & proven! a mild jog for 45 mins non stop can cure a headache! tts for me la.. i had a nitemare last night tt i weigh 80kg! i woke up frm my sleep w/o hesitation! lol! thinking back abt tt morning, seriously its funny. yesterday Sinda called for a meeting between e bros in CG. issues address to make things rite. after tt, Ian & I caught Bourne Ultimatum. my goodness! had a slight headache b4 e movie. in e theater, as e movie was screening, it was filmed in a way they used handycams to make e movie. imagine e screen keep bouncing, shifting here, there, everywhere! literally my brains can't take it, probably spinning out of control! after e movie i went home, took panadol & Knocked.Out.i missed e man utd match. gd thing they won 1-0 over Tottenham. a Nani screamer! AAOOUU!!! Savings funds release!
Sunday, August 26, 2007 @12:46 AM
after tt blunder on wed nite (famous U-turn home frm camp), i went back home to actually watch England lose 2-1 to Germany. Seriously giving up on them. so much potential yet they win nothing. Boasting abt their history but nv get anything rite on international level. Probably its e reputation they build on e English Premeire League tt drew supporters. for now i'll wait for e next Euro Cup or World Cup to see who i'd support. most likely wld be Portugal. =) after tt match i received a call on e 4th hr of my sleep. Din called, i totoally forgot i pormised to replace him for Alert Red for hald a day cuz he is taking his TP. so went down in e afternoon. Din passed his driving test! happy for him. end of e day, i was told to go for medical cover on sat. on sat i went for my cover and guess wad, things went so wrong. walked into service totally pissed. glad i came out a happy man. personally i was at fault for not having those loose ends tied up. had a gd talk with Sinda. Seriously a gd talk... went home to tok to my mum abt getting a soft loan. Comex is coming next weekend n i'm buying an iPod video. i lost my nano... wherever it is... cost $436 for a 30GB one. dun need alot of storage space yeah? Spiritual Concentration!! Blurness a result from tension
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @11:45 PM
quite a relaxing day 2day. eat, sleep, relax. =) another call frm Recruit Express abt a data entry job. its e 2nd offer already. 1st at Somerset, this one is in Raffles Place. in e afternoon, i locked myself in my room to do my quiet time. honestly speaking i haven't been doing it in a regular basis. computer has always been a distraction, conscience always prick me, often i ignore them and end up feeling guilty. spent an hr in e room with e music coming frm my phone, played e guitar, prayed a shortwhile & then was led to read Psalms 119, e longest chapter in e whole bible! my heart was screaming out loud longing for a love to fill e void. David wrote e book of Psalms and every word he wrote was a song tt carries so much weight. a song written to God. alot of tension in e house in e evening between sister and mum. kind of helpless since both r kinda stubborn. so much so i got read and left e house early. on e way to camp, an idea struck me, since e pple able to do my clearance will be in on fri, might as well change my off to thurs, then come back on fri to do clearance. tt idea struck me when i was almost reaching camp at King Labert Park Macdonalds! my god.. how stupid i can get. but e bus ride was relaxing. no tension. =) ORD date (07/09/07) draws near..
Monday, August 20, 2007 @9:45 AM
Once i was in a bus on e way home. Suddenly worries cloud my mind regarding finances.. "now that u're soon going out of army, tt means no income. how?" "haven't found a job, even if u do find one, u'll drought for a mnth 1st b4 money comes in" "look at ur bank balance! not enuf to tide u through bills & survive for a mnth" money really is a headache. mum says u'll learn to appreciate money. she was rite! i'm staring to worry abt them rite now! must plan! Sunday i was up early to attend church service. its a soul awakening time in e hall. Joyce Meyer took center stage on e pullpit, she sure was tactfully straight forward abt wad she wants to bring her message across. "when u find urself unable to show mercy to pple ard u, it also shows u haven't been in peace with urself such as being hard on urself, disrespect for urself, ultimately not loving urself. why is it tt we can't be at peace with ourselves is bcuz we haven't experience tt love we ought to receive frm God! only when we receive tt love frm God then can we turn things round frm urself and then to others." how true is tt?! Man Utd lost to Man City by a goal. a tight contest as both sides r competitive. thumbs up for Sven & Co. bad performance by Tevez. probably stifled by a lack of space & support. wad was ferguson thinking putting him alone upfront?! set up a/cs with jobstreet.com, jobsdb.com last nite, so tt i can send out resumes with juz a click of e mouse & wait.. haha.. this week will spend 2 days in camp. booking in tonight. =) A week of direction & purpose
Saturday, August 18, 2007 @12:00 AM
Shireen's 'mouse of art on my photo shot of art! this week had been busy making plans, calling, praying, inviting and coordinating CG's BBQ. finally everything is over but job is half done. probably by end of this week we'll be drawing up plans to follow-up on e friends tt came. shldn't be a prob as it was quite a success. tuesday i was back in camp doing my duty. everyone seem kind of cool towards me maybe cuz i'm not ard in camp often nowadays. looking back at e times i had in 5SIR, tremendous! made friends who r willing to stick by u through ur tough times. i'll miss them. wedenesday is Kevin's op day. went back home straight frm camp. mum rented a Hyundai Getz. air con was weak! at strength 4, e aircon seem to blow only at strength 1. aiyo.. anyway, e whole family along with Shanelle to Tan Tock Seng, we're there to see him through his op. then met up with Shireen for a movie. caught Secret directed by Jay Chou. e last movie i watched tt starred him was Initial D. he sort of suprised me with tt movie. Now, he really took me by super suprise! nv thought he is able to play a cool guy who is innocent, with a sense of humour. anyway e movie was nice. sort of similar to Lakehouse but this had quite a happy ending. Joyce Meyer sharing in servoce this week! read her book tt opened my mind on how to love myself! a game fast or a computer fast for a week? thinking abt it.
'Relac' one corner
Sunday, August 12, 2007 @12:28 AM
whacky
then now Its been quite sometime now tt i haven't update my blog. hmmm... Last thurs we had a CG outing, kinda fruitful as we let our hair down! its been a long time since we went out like tt. a torture though everytime they say they are hungry, or when they decided to eat. cuz i'm on a weeks fast. but of course everytime i broke fast at 6pm, food had been all gd, i ate Carl's Jr for dinner. soon after we watched Flashpoint. e fight scene is gd but storyline is rather thin. =\ on friday was e day i met up with e guy to buy e N80 frm him. On e way to airport to pick papa, we dropped by tanah merah where e deal is held. everything went smoothly & i think i got e N80 at a bargain. $320 for a mint condition phone w 512mb memory card! didn't expect tt. warranty still has 6 mnths to run & e phone is hardly used according to e previous owner. tt day we rented a car to herald e arrival of e head of e household! convenient to have a car ard. We had CGM too tt day, combined w E254. Refreshing! which CG has to offer 3 guitarist to play for CGM?! all skilled players and they did a gd job complimenting each other as they play together. Sinda preached a gd msg tt day. abt Godliness through discipline. This morning i went for young adult zone prayer meet. 20 pple gathered at riverwalk to interceede for e zone's young adults. for e first time we prayed using e mike, all of us! Nervous. haha.. turned out well, all of us prayed through e mike like we've done it b4. =) Dr. Bernard taught us abt how its possible for us to engage e marketplace. being earthen vessels to contain His commandments (God's value system) & His presence (His creative power & authority). i caught it & manage to share with e CG my revelations as i stand in for Sinda to do debrief. its like a silem light stick. we're e plastic stick, e Holy Spirit is like e liquid tt illuminates when its shaken. in our walk with God as believers, we all have this tendency to hold back frm God our will, not surrendering totally to His will. when we do this, like e plastic stick, we only allow a small amount of liquid in. Gives off light but not as bright as one compared to a stick tts full with illuminating liquid. e brighter we are, e more noticable we are in e spiritual realm, e more we draw pple to us, e more effective we light up a dark world! so do we get e Holy Spirit to take control? read e Word to know God's value system, fast and pray to allow Him to enter us, let His Will be our will, so that He can use us! |
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Contacts Shireen Ho a.k.a GIRLFRIEND Angela Kwa Elene Ho Ian Lim Michelle Chua Ronnie Low Shyanne Toh Sister Sisca Waiyin credits layout: (supervillain) codings: inksplash, eclair-x,lyricaltragedy. inspirations: minty-peach community icon: boundary @ lj. |
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